My journey begins

Today is the start of a new me...

I have been so miserable about my weight for a very long time - full of excuses to why I don't do anything about it.. I have enough of being sad I want to feel happiness, joy and pride in myself.. I want to be a positive role model to my children - I want to be the woman that my husband marriage and I want to be that person I so want to be..

Thursday is the day that I start WW I'm so scared of failing - my body has let me down and failed me in so many ways I get scared that I'm setting myself up for more hurt and heartbreak for failing again. But you know what I'm over being scared - I need to confront my fears head on and make this work.

I have come to realise that I'm the only one that can make me happy - that this is a journey that I need to be the one doing the hard yards..

I have so many wonderful people to keep me motivated - I'm going to use their motivation to inspire me to get this weight off that has been holding me back for so very long..

Shall be back on Thursday with my weight in details - I feel sick thinking about it but it the first step to a new me...

Wish me luck

xoxo