Well I did it!!!

And so thankful that I did!

Last week I joined WW - it was scary and very confronting but I'm so glad that I did it.. I wasn't too shocked at the scales - still upsetting seeing the number but I have to remember it is only a number and it isn't going to be like that forever. My start weight is 106.1!!!! I have a long way to come to my goal weight of 70kgs but I'm taking it one step at a time. My first mini goal is 5%.

Finding the program really easy - it doesn't really feel like I'm on a diet - some days I'm struggling to make up the points!!! Though I did discover the White Choc cookies at the weight in tonight so that might chance LOL

I had my second weight in tonight and so happy to say that my first week and I dropped 2.3kgs - YAY what a magical feeling. I have gone to aqua 4 times since my first weight in aswell - very proud of myself..

I have been good - not really struggling with the food - though some days I want to go back to my own ways but I stop myself - some thing that I haven't been able to do alot of. Feeling very strong that I can do this.. My want to be thinner and healthy is stronger than my want for food.. Food makes me miserable and I want to change that - I'm going to change that.. I want to be the person that I know I can be and that is the thing that is keeping me going...

So here is to another week - another week closer to my goal.. It is my wedding anniversary on Friday and I'm hoping that my wedding rings might be able to fit on my fingers again - that would be the best present..